Thursday, July 2, 2009

because i couldn't be more complicated...

boys...are gay...no other way to explain it...how immature for me to vent as a 22 year old about guys...but seriously, 3 years i've waited, and it hasn't happened...he hasn't seen how much my heart aches when i leave him or he leaves me...i just want him to be mine...

i wish it would just happen...i know...i just KNOW it would have happened if my mind would not have tricked me and the timing wasn't always horrible...

all in God's time i suppose...if at all...i've never been as patient as now...but...i could be completely wrong, and i could be working myself up sooooo much...gah

i leave in a little over a month for edna...not cool...

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